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Tuesday, October 28, 2003
hmm.. today got phys prac..eh, i tot it was quite ok lor.. but after i left e lab den pple were discussing ans..den like everybody's ans varies quite a lot.. haha..dunno lah.. cant do anything bout it liao... anyway, i will nv find out my marks.. so yea. hahaha
oh, gotta tok bout my visit to sajc open house n njc open house...
for sa, i would give it an A1 for e open house! i felt so welcomed... this is wad i haf not felt in a past few jcs i visited. for those who went, u would haf agreed with me.. i entered e jc's gate..den there were pple standing there welcoming u.. n greeting u.. like very chirpy n lively like that.. den we entered e hall n there were pple who were dying to bring us arnd.. haha.. but since yuhui's sis is in sa, so she brought us arnd lah. more intimate wad.. :D e sch building wasnt very impressive lah.. it's quite old (newer than rj).. but they haf e basic facilities lah.. n i visited e classrooms n LTs.. not bad lah.. their toilets were clean too! hahaa... e sch's badminton not say very good lah.. average lor.. i guess e badminton powerhouse are dominiated by rj n vj lah.. n i cant make it for both..so i think i haf to just settle for something in e middle. n not say i can get into sa wo appealing oso lah.. coz sa pple say i might not be able to get in... aiyah. but then, this is at least better than appealing to aj..coz aj i haf to stay there for 2 yrs... plus it's not very far... roughly take bout e same time as i go ny now.. i played badminton on e track at sa..coz e hall was occupied. haha.. eh, den i went to play hockey oso.. coz yuhui's sis is in hockey..so we went to play for fun.. but guess wad, we played against crescent hockey team lor~! -_-" we were like so dui lian... coz none of us play hockey wad. of coz we lost. but at least we scored one goal!! -clapclap- e final score was like 3-1.. not bad hor..maybe i got hidden potential.. wahahaha... basically, i quite enjoyed e open house.. yea, if i can get in for first 3 mths, it would be great~
as for nj, e open house prob made me changed a lot of views bout it... pple outside always say nj very boring n got a lot of muggers.. but hor, i think e fun has to be created by urself one lor n wherever u go rite, there will be muggers arnd.. like i think ny oso got a lot of muggers. n nj is not like hc like that, dominated by tchs n ny pple... however, my senior say that there are a lot of rv pple.. haha.. nvm lah. it's still a change of environment?? hee.. passable. i would name nj e jc full of stairs.. haha.. walked a lot that day. up n down. my senior say that pple go in nj will slim down.. wahhaha... n somemore e canteen at 3rd level. haha. by e time u walked up there, u lost some weight liao.. e food there was gooood.. haha.. den after lunch, i went to play badminton (hoho, din get stitch).. den sparred with xiaoli.. yea, so long nv play badminton liao.. luckily nv make a fool out of myself. basically, e pple there quite nice n frenly to me lah.. it seems like a welcoming jc as well lah.. somemore my senior say every yr e turn over rate after 1st 3 mths quite high. she herself was a second intaker.. yar lor..n i can tell she's quite happy inside. so i might consider it after 1st 3 mths.. dunno lah..this has to see after e Os results come out. yep.
after visiting e open house, i went back to sch to make present for ms soon for grad ceremony.. we bought bangles..den each of us attached a message on it to her. den when we go up stage take our cert den we put it on for her.. it was so cool lor.. i felt it was quite heart warming. yea, den xinyi n suyi presented her with a bouquet of roses n a basket with bear..so sweet~! it was quite unoriginal lah, except e part where we presented her e bangles.. but wad matters most was our sincerity mah.. :) e grad ceremony wasnt as sad as wad i expected?? it turned out to be quite a happy event afterall.. haha.. before that, i was thinking i might cry lor.. den never lah.. but i guess it's becoz we know we will still be seeing each other for Os lor.. so e feeling is not really there yet. oh yes, took photos with e badminton pple~ but then hor, huirou wasnt arnd...sigh. i mean, almost everytime oso got missing pple... i think there was onli once when all of us were present.. it was during e lunch with mr wee.. haha.. not bad lah. at least got once. wah, another long entry.. recently got lots of long entries.. but i guess i wun be updating this blog very often from now on... coz e written papers of Os start next week... for those who are reading this, all e best for Os... u can make it when u believe in urself! :D
Shan ♥ 11:10 PM
Thursday, October 23, 2003
oh ok.. here goes, i went to rjc n hcjc's open house todae... very glad that i went to rj's open house..though i cannot get in for 1st 3 mths, i kinda made up my mind that i wan to go there after 1st 3 mths if i can make it... yes. so this sorta gave me a motivation to pia for Os.. haha.. y i wan to go rj leh? actually it's e feeling i get.. though it's like u noe.. raffles is full of raffles pple(eg ri n rgs)... but e feeling it gave me was kinda cosy (yes, i know e sch building is pok). haha.. my senior realli love it there n she wans me to go there as well.. plus their badminton is damn good. haha.. i mean, i wanted to go in initially but cant get in.. so it's like i made up my mind to go elsewhere.. but my senior say second intake got quite a no of ny pple..so ah well.. haha..anyway, i got to tok to a ex ny girl who was a second intaker... she said basically e pple wun ostracise lah.. n can fit in quite well after a while. doesnt sound that bad?? n afterall, i wanted a change of environment.. so it will be a new experience if i can get in. but hor, it's shifting to new campus in bishan in 2005.. which is our yr 2. hmm.. so far!! i live in jurong for those who dont noe. i mean, new campus, good lah.. great facilities n stuff..BUT it's bishan...eh.. well, if i can get in... i think i can live with it. at most i sleep lesser lor. haha.
hmm, as for hc.. u noe hor, i walked into e sch, i tot i stepped into a ghost town..e whole passage way got nobody wan.. until i reached e canteen.. n sum guy just came up to us n gave us their "goodiebag". that's it! they din even offer to bring us arnd..so we were like walking arnd ourselves... not knowing where's where. bad first impression. btw, i nv been to hc before although my bro was like from there?? haha.. but it got a bit better when i met up with my other frens... den we walked arnd lor.. went to watch e huang cheng yan yun's performance n choir sing at LT3.. their huang cheng yan yun quite cool actually.. e pple there damn on..still got zhong wen xue hui's dance somemore.. haha.. basically, e sch is relatively big n seems like a big maze.... coz everywhere's connected to another building somehow... e library looks quite nice oso.. e facilities like quite good oso.. so it's not bad lor.. but i wan a change of environment.. so... haha.. we'll see... wad if i cannot get into both even after 1st 3 mths? so blah... gotta mug hard......pray that i can choose my own jc after 1st 3 mths n not e jc choose me.. i must work hard. i must work hard.........
Shan ♥ 11:02 PM
Wednesday, October 22, 2003
hm... i am visiting rj's open house tml... sigh. i am visiting a sch that i wan to get in but cant. so just go see look... n feel er, e atmosphere? crap. onli haf myself to blame for not doing well for prelims. well, todae mrs chan talked to me for a while... she wasnt that bad todae.. coz yea, she told me i could do well for o levels.. n she oso realised i am damn careless...dat's y i screwed up both maths. yesh. i badly need to rectify this stupid carelessness habit of mine. well, i guess i haven really started my intensive revision yet.. i am still.. basically lazing arnd?? oh my god, i deserve to be hanged. ok, shall start proper work tml....
hmm, actually this prelims realli did mark a change in my attitude towards a lot of things, like i realised that hard work does pay off. oh yes, that's wad i lacked. yep. n i felt more grown up after this prelims.. i din do well.. n i haf to learn to pick myself up n keep on going. it's hard.. i am still trying.. but this is probably one of e many things i haf to face in life... n this sat officially mark an end to my sec sch life in ny.. in e twinkling of e eye.. 4 yrs gone.. hmm.. it's sad... but life goes on....
hai, actually todae not a very good day.. lost my temper with my mom.. over something super minor... coz of a lot of factors lah... like e weather very hot..so temper no good.. plus..dadada...etc.. yep. wan to know e details, i can tell u... for now, i shall be good. study some geog n go to sleep...
Shan ♥ 11:54 PM
Sunday, October 19, 2003
damn it.. my stupid computer refuses to connect me to msn... this is so irritating.. i haf been trying for e whole nite.. n i got nowhere! BLEAH. stupid com.
oh yea, went to acjc open house todae.. or rather... yesterdae since it's past midnight now. ah.. sorta changed my view bout acjc.. at least it left me quite a lasting impression since it's e onli open house i went so far.. e pple there were erm.. ok lah.. it's realli quite a happening sch.. got lotsa activities lined up.. n e campus was so big.. n new... facilities are great...almost everywhere got air con... e fortunate acjc pple... i went with a few classmates.. den in e end, jiahui's senior fiona showed us arnd e sch.. she brought us to e subject councelling room.. to check out e subject combi..got my combi lah..but i dunno if i can get it or not... coz yea.. some pple shld know why. i watched e modern dance performace...quite cool actually... especially e lead.. damn good dancer.. haha.. den he did e moonwalk... realli looked a bit like michael jackson.. haha.. but den for me hor, i am not very used to seeing guys dance lah.. ahha.. but still, i was rather impressed. oh, they haf a very grand looking viewing hall which has a glass window that overlooks their track... cool.. their choir, string ensemble n harp ensemble performed there... i missed out hearing e choir..becoz before they sang, yuhui called me n asked me go to e badminton hall... blah.. acjc choir was awarded e best jc choir of e yr leh... den after that, hear from qinyou say they damn pro... wah.. so sad.. din get to hear.
yea, i sneaked out of viewing hall n made my way to e badminton hall which was located in a separate building beside e track.. they haf 7 badminton courts.. not bad. haha.. n it's air con.. hahaha.. den me n yuhui played against sacha n her senior.. yea. quite embarrassing intially coz so long nv train liao..den i kept hitting into e net n missed a few shots.. blah.. but after i sweat hor, i started playing erm.. a bit normally lah.. haha..but still way below my standard. yea. hmm..den this guy asked me to put my name down on some list.. for them to contact us i guess.. haha.. den i saw e person in front of me, from scgs L1R5 got 24.. bleah.. but i overheard e coach speaking to my senior that she's quite good... so dunno lah.. maybe she appeal thru badminton.. but for me rite... it's best if i can dun appeal lah.. haha.. coz i dunno if i realli wan to stay there if i can get in. quite confused actually... den e teacher in charge took turns to talk to us.. erm.. e hidden agenda was of coz psycho us to go ac lah.. but then hor..they very eloquent leh.. like saying that ac will offer us a holistic education which includes academic, cca n religion.. hmm, well, i would say he made sense.. he said a lot of things that i cannot remember.. but well, at least he set me thinking of putting ac as my first choice..well. one thing he said that struck me was... if i dun put ac as first choice.. damn hard to get in. oh man. forcing me to make a decision already... duno lah.. one thing i fear is that i go there hor, then i get ostracised leh... damn scary lor.. haha.. hmm.. but then several of my classmates are like thinking of going there lor.. so if i can get in, i wun be alone.. n somemore, it's e nearest jc near my house other than jjc lah.. n i haf straight bus somemore.. blah...
hai.. next week's sajc's open house.. i wan to go see look... actually i wan to go to sa lor... coz rite..it's not say super far lah.. den a lot of ny pple going.. plus all e feedbacks n remarks bout e sch are quite positive lor.. but e problem oso lies with so many ny girls going to sa... coz rite..so many pple did better than me n are going there.. n wad's e chances of me getting in?? somemore i wan to take sci leh. so it's harder still... so if i put as first choice i might not get in! but e teacher of acjc assured me that if i put ac as first choice..they will help me fight leh. my future is so bleak lor. sigh. worse come to worse, i go cj... anyway, my class got a no going there as well.. so wun be alone once again... as u can see, i cannot do wo frens.. haha.. yar... wad a long entry... haha.. hmm, actually got more things to say one.. but then, shant be naggy. ciao~
Shan ♥ 12:50 AM
Saturday, October 11, 2003
hmm.. supposedly to be e last day of sch yesterdae... erm..last as a whole class i think..coz next week is selective coming liao..den i am exempted from chem, ss n chinese...but still haf to go to sch everyday lor... this is craP.
anyway, e atmosphere in e class was great yesterdae.. den everybody like taking photos madly..wanting to remember e times we spent these 2 yrs.. like capture life in 4/1.. 4/1's great... even ms ong think so too... our class got class spirit.. although we still got clicks.. but i guess that's unavoidable.. but still..different clicks interact with one another.. we took several class photos with ms ong..den posed a lot of stupid poses.. haha.. like e machi one.. den got act dao..act cute one oso got.. haha.. spastic... ya..den there was craze bout writing autograph books... so far i onli got 10 pple write in mine... that's like last than 1/3 of the class??? oh no, that's damn hard to finish..boO..
sigh..todae supposed to go n play badminton one lor... den hor.. in e end cancel leh... coz initially got 5 pple go.. den bena sick.. den bird cannot confirm..so we just cancel lor... hai.. very long nv lian xi gan qing with e badminton pple liao... drifting apart. bOo.. den i am putting on weight too.. coz so long nv exercise... den i saw bird's mum yesterdae..she still say i look thinner... is she serious?? hahaha...
oh ya.. bout choosing e jc for 1st 3 months rite.. before yesterdae nite.. i haf quite decided that i will go cj liao lah..since i cant go anywhere else... den hor.. i asked judy n she was like asking me nv to go cj lor..coz it will be damn slack and all.. den after that, o levels results come out oso cannot get into top jc... oh no..so how? before this, i was mulling over to appeal aj or not..den after a few days of struggle, i decided not to... coz if i appeal, i haf to stay there for 2 yrs... i dun think i am prepared to travel from jurong to yio chu kang everyday.. so i convinced myself that going to cj will be fine... since i would be alone as a few of my classmates oso going there.... sigh... i shall leave it to shang tian...
Shan ♥ 5:28 PM
Sunday, October 05, 2003
yu hou de tian kong, hui you xuan lan de cai hong - the moment by sun yan zi
for those who cant decify wad i am typing above, i meant, there will be a beautiful rainbow in e sky after e storm. i heard this song just now on tv..coz there was this special tv show interviewing her bout her departure from e showbizz for a yr.. i was kinda touched by e song..dunno wad suddenly came over me..coz everytime i hear this song, i oso nv pay much attention to e lyrics..but todae saw e mtv.. den it's like i saw e lyrics as well lah..den found the sentence above realli nice.. coz like i din do well for prelims lah..den a bit depressed... den this statement just sorta like gave me courage to move on. like there's a rainbow waiting for me ultimately at e end of e race... e storm will be over... hmm.. dunno why i suddenly got this feeling oso.. all of a sudden just a bit e emotional lor. haha.. watch too much tv liao. hallucinating.

Shan ♥ 10:38 PM
Saturday, October 04, 2003
ah, long time no blog. hmmm......nothing much to update except for my lousy results.. i got 16~ no where to go. hmm... but i think they are gonna add one more mark to ss which pulls my combined humanities up to an a2. den my L1R5 becomes 15 den.. but then, still no where to go. i am thinking of 3 possible jcs... like sa, ac n aj... but i wan to take sci leh..which is a bit risky... so i dunno if i can get into these jcs or not..well, ling ask me go ac..coz she wans to go ac... den several pple are going there as well.. joy's one of them. yea.. although i ruled out e possibility of going to ac right from e start, now i haf no choice but to consider it again..coz it's nearer to my house as compared to sa n aj. but e cut off for ac sci is 14! eeks. this is bad....... so which shld i choooose???
Shan ♥ 11:35 PM
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