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Sunday, December 28, 2003
i am fine already. thanx for those who bothered to say u love me. thanx, i love u all too... :D
Shan ♥ 10:35 PM
hai. my spirits are dampened. hmm. all along, i tot onli my mom was very biased towards my bro.. den i just realise.. a few mins ago. my dad's equally biased. for wad reason? i am e daughter. i am not e son.. yea. son rocks rite. he will be e one who carries on e family line rite? oh yea, i forgot. e son is also e one who is damn smart n can make my parents proud of him. he will be great in e future.. what am i? nothing at all. one who screwed up her prelims n end up in some jc that they nv knew. one they will onli nag at me to study harder. haf she not tried? was she not upset over bad results? was it her fault that she is inferior as compared to e great magnificent brother? e ans is yes. she tried. she was upset. she cried. wad do i get in return? sneers.
growing up is really tough. especially so when ur parents are not very supportive.. i recalled my mother once complained to my dad that she thinks they are e worst parents on earth. no, actually they are not. but they are not e best either. yes i noe. they feed me n gave me shelter. n i shld be happy that i dun haf irresponsible parents n i shldnt be demanding n make them do this do that... but havent they been thru this stage before? at this age.. when u wan things u long for but u urself cant afford it simply becoz u dun work.. all they say to me is that i shld be satisfied with wad i haf. cant they put themselves in my shoes for once? as compared to a lot of pple, i seriously think that i dun ask for a lot already. but they still think i am going overboard. expecting e world from them.. i am going on to jc.. a new phase in life. wad do they tell me? "u better study harder. later ur results like ur prelims like that. u cry oso no use". yea, how encouraging huh. dun they oso realise i haf my own fears.. venturing into a new environment? cant they give me a little encouragment like telling me i can do better in my jc life? y do they always haf to say e bad stuff all e time.. u may say they love me n they just dunno how to express it... but then sometimes, it's hard to continue wo support from ur parents. cant they say 'i love u' once in a while to let me know they still love me? i am at this stage when i constantly seek reassurance. be it from frens or parents.. praise me when i've done something that made u proud! i need to noe i am good!!
Shan ♥ 12:48 AM
Saturday, December 27, 2003
ahhhh.... todae damn dramatic.. i am supposed to meet geraldine at 11 to go to queensway to get sportshoes.. den she happily forgot our meeting time.. n i had to go alone n meet her there.. den hor.. i onli brought 100 bucks there. den i saw this pair of adidas shoes which cost 119 bucks.. so jia lat.. not enuff money. den geraldine oso brought 100 bucks.. so we decided. ok. we go home n take money..so we took 198 all e way home.. n i went home.. den i reached e doorstep liaoo.. n geeez.. my mom's not home n i forgot my house keys! damn, i am locked out of house!! erm. ok.. nvm.. den we go eat lunch at market place there.. n we go geraldine's house... den we sit down. rested. before we left for queensway again. yep. n so.. we are on our journey there once again.. ok. reached queensway at about 4+.. den went to buy my shoes first.. den hor.. i tot it was 119 bucks lor.. didnt noe there was 30% off storewide.. jia lat.. in e end, e shoes cost 83 bucks. i had enuff money afterall!!! -________-" dumb. ok.. nvmm.. oh yea, anyway, my shoes rox. hahaa.. white black blue. e best combination one could find. yep..den leslie called up n say mahjong lack one player.. so ask me go over.. so me n ger happily go to his house lor.. haha.. den we play mahjong until bout 10 like that. abit sad lor. i didnt win at all!!! den e onli time i won. stupid leslie oso game. sian diao. den his turn before mine..so he win first.... oh man. i am so cursed. ok nvm.. i shall turn e tables on them e next time rnd!!!
Shan ♥ 12:30 AM
Thursday, December 25, 2003
i was bored this afternoon n i browse n surf e net..den i just so happen to come across my bro's old blog.. erm.. yea. den i was reading every entry of it.. still haven finish reading though.. it's really sad u noe.. coz hor.. i am learning of my bro's life from a website! can u believe it? hai.. kinda sad. yea. as i was reading. i cried lor.. dunno y.. i wonder where my old beloved bro went.. he's just like a stranger now.. hmm.. so since it's christmas, i would like to make a wish.. n that is.. e relationship between my bro n me can improve or something... dun haf to be immediate. but i hope to see some changes.. yea. hope my wish can come true.
Shan ♥ 10:58 PM
hohoho.. merry christmas to all.. as u all can see. me poor thing stuck at home on a holiday! hmm.. but then come to think of it.. it's my own fault. i didnt wanna go visiting with my mom to my uncle's.. so stay at home n become full time couch potato! anyway, hope everybody's christmas wishes come true!
Shan ♥ 5:14 PM
Tuesday, December 23, 2003
lord of e rings is quite a nice movie. except one part..e ending is too draggy.. for a few times.. i tot e show going to end liao.. den got more things come out.. haha.. but den at least e middle part was quite nice.. especially during e war at that i duno how to spell place.. ermm.. that city.. hahaa.. duno wad. ok.. yea.. it's very zheng han! haha... but then e show was so looong.. 3.5hrs.. wah.. after e movie, i a bit sian diao liao.. haha.. den hor, at lunch, all of us like siansian like that. nv really tok much.. den we go walk walk.. den go home.. anyway, PS is such a sian place. dun ever go there to shop.. haha. ok out of pt.. anyway, i hope everybody haf a great christmas!! :D :D
Shan ♥ 11:54 PM
Monday, December 22, 2003
i went to ailin's christmas party todae! :D quite fun lah.. although got a bit of segregation between e councillors, her classmates n e badminton pple.. it was still quite nice lah.. e food was rather nice. haaa.. hmm.. first.. we watched tv at e second floor.. den sian sian. den decided to go down.. den we go play uno stacko..so stupid.. i threw "draw 2" n e whole thing toppled! i nearly succeeded lor.. so sad. hahaaa. anyway, e punishment was like to finish a bowl of noodles leftover from e catering.. hmm.. when we played for a second time, i tot i will haf to eat another bowl.. but den heng heng e thing onli sway a bit. den nv topple.. so in e end, chermaine ended up eating a bowl of noodles.. after a few rnds, we decided it was time to exchange presents! i bought this damn cute ankle socks.. n a mini shoes keychain.. hee. in e end, i exchanged with ruyan n i got a mini teddy bear which was quite cutee.. think i am gonna hang on e door knob.. thanx ruyan! erm, haf fun wearing my socks.. hahaaa... (waisan's socks will not give u blisters) hmm, i sound as if i am doing an adverstisment. hee.. reached home quite late.. den mom nag nag nag.. so i shall give tml morning's training a miss.. if not she will chao somemoree..
Shan ♥ 12:49 AM
Friday, December 19, 2003
hey.. i watched love actually todae! it's really nice i would say.. initially i saw e movie title den i tot it's some lovey dovey sappy love story.. yea.. but den it didnt turn out to be so.. i think e whole plot is very good.. "LOVE ACTUALLY is in e air" how true. haha.. think e ending was great too.. yep... pple out there who haven watched e show, go watch it! definitely worth e cost of e tix. hehe.. actually i wanted to watch lotr one.. but den we got training in e afternoon n e show lasts for 3.5hrs.. haha. jia lat. so in e end, we didnt watch lor... hmm.. will watch it next week i guess. bena's watching e midnite show noW!! whoa. ok.. i am darn tired after all that floorball games todae.. shall catch some sleep!
Shan ♥ 12:14 AM
Thursday, December 18, 2003
haha.. how's my new background.. cute rite. yep. haha.. :D
Shan ♥ 1:49 AM
Wednesday, December 17, 2003
oh my god!!! my wish actually came true!!!!! very excited leh. i am posted to sa!! yay.. :D :D :D
Shan ♥ 8:10 PM
Tuesday, December 16, 2003
hai. i am damn worried bout tml... i mean, i think chances of me getting into sa is like erm.. 10%? this is bad.. sigh.. den most likely i haf to go down to sa n appeal tml... blah. den i think my appeal might not get thru.. oh no!! :(
Shan ♥ 8:12 PM
Saturday, December 13, 2003
todae i went training!! so fun.. haha.. after so many weeks.. i realised i haf been growing horizontally.. hehe
anyway, i woke up at 7.30.. den i was freaking lazy to wake up..so went back to sleep n woke up at arnd 10..den reached sch at arnd 11.15.. den we played games lor.. mr wee den suggested that we play "coloured" shirts vs "white" shirts.. den bena, eliz n me played this "trio" game against sin ying.. den 2 other p6 girls who's coming to ny next yr.. den we lost! geeez.. wah lao.. so malu. haha.. we sec 4s leh. but then all of us haven been training for like how long liao... kao eh. haha.. somemore they play table tennis style.. make mistakes pts go over to them wad.. n got handicap! bleah. UNFAIR. hahahha.. ok..forget it. time to buck up if i wanna join badminton in jc next yr.
anyway, we went to watch tiffany play in e smba competition todae that was held at barker rd.. tiffany's opponent was this girl from anglican high called tan wei qi.. initally i found her name quite familiar.. but den couldnt remember.. den when i saw her on e court.. it just struck me that she was e 3rd seed from pilot pen.. n she came in 2nd this yr! GEEZ. hahaa.. poor tiffany. yea. she lost erm. quite badly.. but then, i am still proud of her..coz she was e youngest qualifer for top 8! :D she still got a looong way to go.. n there's always room for improvement!
other than tiffany's match, e boys matches were quite exciting... for eg.. e one.. louis tan vs azlin one.. wah.. damn exciting..coz played rubber set~ woohoo..azlin damn pia for 2nd game.. haha.. den he won! unfortunately, i think he's too tired in e 3rd set.. n he lost 15-6.. hm...still, i admire his determination n fighting spirit.... n for e doubles, azlin n his partner met jonathan tang n louis tan yet again! wah, azlin a bit suay. haha.. obviously, e kranji pair was no fight for monfort pair.. n they lost quite badly i think.. n e game was over in straight sets.. it was e last match of e day... tml will be quite exciting... semi finals! derek wong vs ng wei pin.. waahh.. match of e day.. one is under 17 champ, e other one under 14 2nd.. interesting.. hahaa.. but i think ng wei pin sure win one lor... he's damn power.. SCARY sia.. think his doubles with wilson oso sure win one.. (btw, wilson is very cute!) hahahaa...
after e matches, i went to e toilet with my junior..den we entered e ladies n we saw a guy coming out of e toilet.... den we were both >_< shocked. initially, i tot it was a guyish girl.. den at a closer look. i realised it's a guy!!!! he came out of e cubicle den he saw us.. think he got a big shock as well. den he just washed his hands n quickly run out of e toilet.. hahaha... he was super malu. haa.. but it wasnt entirely his fault..coz e ladies sign outside e toilet was pulled out?? hahhaa.. so maybe he didnt see n enter.. but e toilet was in pink! ..... okok.. nvm nvm...
ah, i am so tired.. better go rest.. tml going training e whole day again~
Shan ♥ 12:21 AM
Wednesday, December 10, 2003
wahh.. long time nv update wad happen to me liaoo...
last week was a very busy week.. basically, on mon to wed, i was away on badminton chalet..this year's chalet is at aranda! shiok.. e room damn big. got living room n got 2 bedrooms.. den e sec 4s decided that it's our last yr so we wanna chok one room for ourselves... but then, in e end hor, we oso share with some juniors.. coz we are too NICE. hahhaa.. this is e first yr that i didnt haf to help bbq den got food sent in front of us.. haha.. it's so shuang to be seniors.. hehee.. e chalet actually nothing much lah.. just like any other years.. but then this yr at least got more activities.. other than e usual playing cards n mahjong, we watched vcd this yr! "hong dou nu zhi lian"..hmm.. i didnt watch at chalet lah. brought e vcd home to watch. anyway, duno wad's wrong with e tv or e vcd, there was absolutely no sound! hah..so like they watching a mime like that. anyway, it's a good show! for those who dun watch, must start watching! :D oh yes, i tried rum for e first time! so bitter! my senior dawn bought rum for us..den we mixed rum n coke together so it wasnt that bad.. n i was not drunk. hahaa.. drinking rum kept me warm through e nite.. hee.. besides staying indoors, we oso did some outdoor activities like cycling.. wah.. very long nv cycle liao..so fun! we cycled all e way to pasir ris park.. den ruyan, bena n me stopped halfway to play swings.. haha.. damn funny.. den we experimented some sort of saucer like dish which was at e playground.. den it was 2 kids who told us how it was meant to be used n played.. wah lao. we old liao.. hahaha... dunno got such interesting things that can be found at e playground. n yea, we swam! for once in 4 yrs of chalets rite, this is e first time i swam at chalet! hahaa.. havent swam for like bout 2 yrs already.. meaning those go swimming pool one, not go sea play water type... den i swam 16 laps! whoa.. damn tired after that.. after swimming, we went back to e chalet to bathe before we went to tampines mall to watch "master n commander".. quite an exciting show lah.. a lot of action..n got shuai ges! hahaa... e show ended at arnd 12? den we heng.. managed to catch e last train..ahha..den we oso heng heng catch e last bus.. haha.. yay... after going back to e chalet..den we played mahjong lor..den at about 3.. i buay tahan liaoo... coz swam a lot that day mah..den doink.. fell asleep lor.. hahaa.. den e next morning, we woke up to find a row of slippers by e door.. our sec 2 juniors gave it to us as farewell gifts.. rather thoughtful of them... yep, thanx a lot, sec 2s! so that's how e chalet was.. not bad lah...
den straight away on e day that e chalet ended, i went genting with geraldine n her 2 aunties n 3 cousins..initially, it felt a bit weird..coz travelling with pple i not very familair wad... but after a day or so... it got a bit better.. haha.. quite an enjoyable trip.. we reached genting on thurs morning bout 4.20am like that... the temp was like 12°C? BrRrR.. den we waited at e lobby while one of ger's auntie checked in.. den we were told later on that we could only check in at 3pm! den we were like grumbling lor..coz no proper place to sleep n we were all so freaking tired.. haha..so in e end, we ended up sleeping at e lobby.. n a miracle appeared! at bou 6... one of ger's cousin came running to us n say we can finally check in... yay! i was like... so happy lor. never been happier to be able to sleep on a bed yea? hahaa.. den we slept all e way till arnd 12 noon.... but still very tired lah.. anyway, genting's food very expensive.. plus e serving is not a lot n not say super nice... hahaa.. for e whole of e first day, geraldine n me went shopping... we explored e whole of first world plaza... looked arnd.. but didnt buy anything... e theme park was closed on e first day coz got heavy mist... but thank god. e mist cleared a bit on e second day n there was fine weather..so we spent e entire day at e theme park on e second day! so fun! i tried water cycling... coool.. haha..den go this thrill ride called rolling thunder mine train... initially, i tot it was not very scary..coz geraldine said it was not n i believed her! den in e end, e ride turn out to be quite scary..it was like freaking fast n all.. ahaha... den after e ride, all e cousins were like complaining that they kana cheated by geraldine.. hahaa.. but then, it was a new experience.. but i wouldnt go for a 2nd time. hahaa.. one time is good enough... hm.. den i made keychains for my teammates there toooo... spent quite a lot. hahaa.. oh yes, we went to sit on e ferris wheel! hahaha... -_-" but on e ferris wheel can get a good view of e space shot... whoa..damn scary..see already den e legs would wobble like jelly... we left e theme park at arnd 6+... den we headed back to e hotel room where we bathed.. den after that, we went for dinner which is followed by shopping for presents for my parents n my bro.. den in e end, i bought all e presents at this place called B.U.M CITY.. hahaha.. i bought a shirt for my bro n my dad n a brooch for my mom... n i bought a pair of shoes for myself for e grad nite..i bought my earrings n bangles up at genting too! hahaa.. everything was fine until e last day when we left genting.. we wanted to take cable car downhill n catch a bus ride down there.. in e end, there were too many pple at e skyway station n there was chaos.. so we ended up taking a taxi downhill, missing out all e scenery.. den e bus we were supposed to catch ought to reach by 3.30pm..den in e end, it came at arnd 4.05?! bleah.. den e first driver was freaking slow.. n e coach was crawling at snail's pace... n we reached malacca at 8+pm..?!??! n we were still very far from singapore..thank god e second driver was much faster n we managed to reach singapore before 12am.. but from singapore custom still gotta take taxi home.. so i was home at arnd 12.30am.. bleah.. was quite sick after that.. i had fun lah! haha.. at least, i went out of singapore!
oh yes, for yesterdae nite.. we had graduation night~! before that, huixian, joyce n me went to my mom's fren who is a hairdresser's house to do up our hair.. den she helped me style my hair.. looked like bird's nest.. haha.. anyway, i enjoyed myself tremendously! e food was average lah... but e soup sux.. e mc yesterdae was obviously biased.. coz we were divided into 2 grps n we were playing games lah..den he kept helping the other side lor. bleahhh... ok, nvm.. only playing games... but we were a bit angry lah.. haha.. but that didnt spoil our evening.. e best part came when we had e dancing part... whoaaa.. .first time i see all ny girls let down their hair n just shake along with e music... everybody was like so "high"! hahaa.. having fun n all... den i danced until got blisters coz i danced in erm..heels? den plus i jumped too much, den e pins in my hair came loose.. den e hair became very messy! so sad.. i had to go to e toilet to wash all e gel off... den water was like dripping from my hair.. hahaa.. so dumb. oh yea...when e dj played sun yan zi's "yu jian"... e noise level dropped suddenly.. den there was this very sad atmosphere in e ballroom.. i think everybody cant bear to part with one another lor.. den i started hugging my frens.. i nearly cried! coz for once, i felt that.. it's realli time for us to part n we would be on going in different jcs from next yr onwards.. i wasnt even this sad at graduation ceremony... ny is a place where i haf grown n matured.. n i really appreciate my frens i haf made there.. they haf made me who i am.. i will miss them lots... i bet everyone else will be too! oh ok... back to e grad nite.. as usual, we took lots of photos.. vanessa, pei yi n an qi got e best dressed awards..they got vouchers leh..so good..haha.. took photo with pei yi n vanessa.. vanessa's dressing was so funny! she has got pink hair n a erm.. dunno wad suit.. but it was damn shiny n attracting lots of attention! hahaa... so it was rightful that she won..coz she put in a lot of effort indeed. the grad nite is realli memorable... probably e best nite i haf had so far! i love u ny!! :D
Shan ♥ 12:34 AM
Sunday, December 07, 2003
OhH.. i was away for a week.. anybody missed me?? HEE :D hmm, after staying away from home for a week, other than homesick, i am oso physically SICK. hahaha.. cough n sorethroat.. blah. thank god no fever if not kana retain at custom there.. ok.. i shall go rest n update my blog bout my trip tml.. or rather.. later in e day. yep. :D
Shan ♥ 12:41 AM
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