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Thursday, June 24, 2004

two more days to my cousin's wedding held by e sea.. hohoho. so romantic sia. i basically got ready wad to wear n stuff le. den todae my mom was like bugging me bout wearing black n blue.. n all e relatives will start niaoing me, say wedding still wear until so dark. er.. hello? wad era are we in huh. still so superstitious n all. must i wrap myself with red packets so that i can show e world im attending a wedding. den e accessories. my mom took out her collections. whoa. GOLD. er. not really suitable for my age yea. n she was like trying to make me choose one piece so that i'll look as if im attending.a.wedding. argh. i turn her down flat. come on lah. it isnt my big day n nobody's gonna give a shit bout me on that day. i'll be e background. yea, maybe i'll bring my notes along. settled!

Shan ♥ 3:58 PM

Tuesday, June 22, 2004

less than a week to common test n im like still er... just slacking arnd n all..even if im studying.. like half go into head only. bleah. plus this common test is like 30% of my end of yr results!!! jia lat. i dun wanna end up with 4Fs yea. HELP.

Shan ♥ 6:24 PM

Wednesday, June 16, 2004

e team is leaving for msia tml to go on a 4day badminton cum holiday trip.. their activities haf all been lined up for them.. got 3 games n two whole days shopping n touring..sure sounds like fun.. but im not gonna be part of all this. hai. something actually cropped up before this n there was a possibility that e trip might be cancelled... when i heard that rite, i dunno wad kinda feeling it was that i felt.. er.. i was sad for them n abit happy for myself.. hai... coz if they cant go.. that means i wun miss out much (so selfish of me rite?) but i think i couldnt help but feel that way lah.. how i wished i could be part of this trip.. den bond with my teammates during this trip.. im sure they're gonna haf fond memories.. im so jealous! :(
okokok.. i shall not dwell on it n make good use of these 4 days.. hope they haf lotsa fun n come back in piece!

Shan ♥ 11:57 PM

Monday, June 14, 2004

oh man, my nose is red.. abit sunburnt. lol.. i just came back from e Under No Roof Camp 2004 yday! :) e experience bout leading life in a slum is like. er. ok lah. haha.. just e norm. i took it like camping. wo a proper tent thats all or rather, being under one that is gonna collapse any moment. lol.. oh yea, i still remember e channel i news crew wanted to use our shelter as e backgrd.. when they approached right, all e pple inside evacuated instantly, leaving poor ming ming, hugging e tin.. hahaha.. looking like some small beggar. =X it was so hilarious.. initially i tot my grp pple are e cmi one.. den it will be like a damn sian experience lah.. but at nite.. after dinner.. everything sorta changed. (i guess pple haf e energy to joke n lame arnd abit when they are full) we basically talked thru e nite. or rather, laughed thru e nite.. haha. krystle even laugh until she was rolling on e floor. oh my god~ we played e game called "concentration" n my, poor ming ming, being e only guy in e grp, was obviously e target.. we forced a confession outta him.. n he very innocent.. kana led by e nose all e time.. den there was an -ahem- educational talk at e later part.. lol... all my doubts n queries were answered.. im enlightened!! :D i spent a fun-filled day i would say..made several new frens. hope we keep in touch even when sch reopens. ;)

Shan ♥ 1:03 PM

Friday, June 11, 2004

dang ni gu dan ni hui xiang qi shui? a song so familiar, sang by many in ny last time.. prob becoz that was e best times of my life, i didnt really quite understood wad e lyrics meant at that time.. but now i do.. just now i read lala's blog. den i felt so lost all of a sudden..this is taken from lala's blog:
"and i miss saying kap.. kapkapkap
those were the days my friend, we thought they'd never end..."
how true.. i always thot such days will nv end.. how i wished we nv haf to grow up at times.. how i wish we nv had to move on to jc.. life in ny were simply too good.. pple always nudge me n tell me that i've to let go n move on with life.. i know i've to let go too.. but its really hard.. im still trying...plus 2004 hasnt been a great yr so far.. things are just happening too quickly n i've lost myself thru e process..where is e old me?? how i wish there was somebody who could show me e way.. show me e light..

Shan ♥ 2:00 PM

Wednesday, June 09, 2004

todae's weather very shiok. but i didnt feel shiok when i woke up.. ahha.. abit sick. sorethroat n all. bleah. must be accumulated weariness then BOOM. all explode at once. supposed to go to e library with ultimate slacker todae.. but i was sick.so bang seh him.. sorry ah.but im going to e library tml too. cant wait to go actually.. new big n nice je library! whoa. next time dun need to travel all e way to woodlands le. heh. actually im not supposed to be here. i'm supposed to be studying!! okok. i shall go study in a while. i promise. heh. nothing much to update oso leh. oh except e fact that e msia trip for sa badminton team was almost cancelled due to unforseen circumstances. but it was resolved in e end nonetheless... but well. wad am i going to say next? YES, it doesnt affect me at all. coz i wasnt going right from e start. >.< hai. no $$!! must go n work partime next time le... so for now. just hope all my bad luck are being washed away by e heavy rain todae.. may my worries be washed down e drain tooooo...

Shan ♥ 2:45 PM

Tuesday, June 01, 2004

hohoho. so long nv update le. hahah.. 1 whole month. hey, ger, it aint my fault that i am not updating lah. my internet explorer is still down lor. -sianz- anyway, i turned 17 leh. hahahah.. ok. not that u guys dunno like that. i spent e entire day with sa badminton pple. nice pple really. make me e "extra" one in e team feel quite at ease. :) thanx guys. other than that, i shall not mention bout e bit which spoilt my day a bit. well. for more info, u can call my hotline or sms me. haha.. anyway, e badminton season has finally come to an end. well, we managed to squeeze our way thru to top 6. quite an achievement i would say.. haha.. we fought hard but lost. but e spirit is there. :)
anyway, holidays are here!! man, i need this break so badly. haha..finally, i can stop waking up early in e morning, attend lectures n loong tutorials. blah. relief! for a while. still needa mug. ahha..coz next term got common test. must do well must do well. hahaa.. this holiday is so short n there's so much to do. like tml i'm meeting up with my sec 4 class.. at long last, we haf a proper gathering! haha..that's more like it. :) miss my classmates so much. sharon, i miss ur crankiness!! cant wait to see u tml. haha.. :):) n e rest.. i miss ny like crazy lah.. i'm going back on friday to join my juniors for training at their camp. ny rocks! :D i've always been proud to tell pple i came from ny.. no matter wad pple say lah. becoz i noe i owe wad i am now to ny. cheers ny~

Shan ♥ 11:37 PM