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Sunday, October 31, 2004

singapura, oh singpura, pretty flowers bloom for u n me.... my goodness, after 2 days or stoning at home n not leaving my house.. pretty flowers have bloomed on my head! wad a sight! but i guess it was attracting too much atttention so i've decided to cut them off n plant them in a pot.. this is called grafting. or is it? cant really remember. sorry, im currently in a lame mode due to bad bad ventilation... stuck in my house for two whole days... the vicious cycle continues.. n i'll continue to grow more leaves.. n maybe bear fruits tml..
life after promos may be heaven to most.. but to me, it's just days and days of boredom... i usually only jio one person to go out.. n that's geraldine. but recently she very busy sia.. n when she's not busy, i am! sobs. n i've finished reading basically all those books that i deem interesting to read at home.. i even went to dig out a jigsaw puzzle given to me yrs back from my psch frens n completed it.. here's e evidence:

yep. that's how bored i am... somebody who's like in a similar situation as me..date me k.. u've just got urself a date.

Shan ♥ 11:47 PM

like my new layout?? haha.. very butterfl-ieeeee.. haha. speaking of butterfly reminds me of sijia.. coz she's scared of butterflies.. but they beautiful creatures, arent they.. anyway i haf to thank e person who made this layout.. sorry, im using her band width.. i tried to upload n host e pic myself.. BUT.. i think i screwed things up.. n e text was not aligned with e layout. so sorry i haf to use her bandwidth. i hope she dun delete e pic. if not jia lat. hahah..
as i was scrolling down my blog.. i realised my entry yday was exceptionally long.. very rare that i blog such long entries.. todae shld be short n sweet.. coz nothing to update. lol. that's because i didnt do anything todae, at all!! i basically glued myself to e tv set n decided i will grow roots there. i spent like half e time that im awake in front of e tv.. coz i was so bored.. i had a pretty much peaceful day as well.. considering that my phone only vibrated twice.. nobody tot of me todae sia.. -sobs- hahaha.. den i had this sudden impulse to go swimming..so i picked up my phone n sms dear ger.. den hor. she tell me she doing pw e whole day tml.. DOWN WITH PW!!! so tml's plans are blown~~ so im back to square one, shall continue my growing roots plan.. maybe pretty pretty flowers will bloom tml..

Shan ♥ 1:11 AM

Friday, October 29, 2004

ohh. todae was greeeeat. heh. last official day for j1!! hohoho. well. ok. still got pw -SCREAMS- anyway time seems to fly.. really! it just seem not too long ago that i was sitting in e classroom of ny taking my O levels which seemed like e most impt event in my life.. n me, right now, has just been promoted to j2.. n i'll be taking my A levels so so soon.. haha. jc life is so short.. -blinkblink- den pass le..

oh, i went out after sch ended todae with sijia, yuin yan n jialin to eat at harbour front pasta mania! not cheap la.. but i must pamper myself on e last day of sch, to reward myself for being getting promoted.. den i went to town with sijia n jialin.. we walked arnd abit.. bought movie tix for wimbledon at 5.. den decided to go taka to shop shop lo. den we ended up buying ice cream from venezia found at taka foodcourt.. man, i missed venezia's ice cream!! i used to go down to sixth avenue to eat ice cream after badminton training last time.. anyway e ice cream still tasted great.. haha.. felt so satisfied n contented after eating e ice cream lah. but todae i ate alot of junk sia. feel so sinful! =X after that, we went shopping n i found out that there are plenty of things that i wanna get... i've been saying that i wanna buy all these stuff for very long le.. but i haven been able to buy them due to
ONE: economic crisis
TWO: haven found e right item that's pleasing to my eyes yet..
anyway this is e list of stuff that i wan.. haha
1. a bag.. blah (been saying that i wan one since june)
2. a new pair of jeans ( i just out grown 2 pairs..)
3. a new wallet (my current wallet is less than a yr old, but it seems at least 3 yrs old, n it's tearing!!)
4. new earrings.. (this one not impt)
5. a pair of female slippers (this one is not impt either)
so guys, if u wanna get me anything for christmas do tell me k.. hahaha.. so that i can strike them off my list. =) =)
so after shopping, we went back to cine n we caught e movie wimbledon.. yes yes i noe this movie's been up for quite a while le.. but i haven got e chance to watch it yet.. e storyline's cliche.. but it was a pretty good show on e whole.. i kinda like it.. perhaps i can like put myself in that lead actor's position as a competitive sports player.. it's like when he won e wimbledon cup, i was actually quite moved.. i could almost see myself clinching such titles.. n imagine e amt of tears that would rolled down my cheeks.. but well, e reality is harsh.. i dun think that would ever happen to me in my lifetime.. hahaha.. im overly imaginative. for someone like me, who only trains twice a week (e worse thing is that we self train, wo a coach) will obviously not improve as much as someone who trains 4 to 5 times a week.. i guess one haf to sacrifice a lot if they wanna climb to e top.. sometimes i still wonder.. if i had persisted with e training at bishan sba training centre, i might have become a much better player n might even get into e national youth team! but yea, it's only "IF".. IF only we could turn back time hor..that would have been nice. heh. yep.. lotsa "what ifs.." in life.. but i guess i can only look forward now.. no pt dwelling in things that i cant change...

Shan ♥ 11:50 PM

Wednesday, October 27, 2004

i haf a broken toe nail..n everybody ask me to pull it out... grosssss.. n painnnn.. n i dun haf e courage to pull it out. OUCH. anyway i got this broken toe nail from having training todae.. it was just like any usual training that i used to have before promos.. take note that i used e term "BEFORE PROMOS".. so i've basically stopped training for like almost 2 months now.. n u can guess it, my stamina really sucks.. n i was doing this drill that requires me to be on my toes all e time, moving arnd e court from left to right, right to left, front to back n back to front.. u get e idea? im running arnd constantly.. n having stopped training for so longgggg, i couldnt do e drill for like more than 15 mins!!! i haf to stop to take breaks constantly coz i was having butterfly knots in my stomach.. n i could just throw up wadever i've eaten.. it was really bad. n e worst part was that i was constantly changing my direction on court coz my senior 'tricked' me sia..-.-" den my toes were cramped inside my poor shoes.. den by e time i removed my shoes + smelly socks.. all i see was a broken toe nail!! :( :( eeks. so wad am i supposed to do with it now???

anyway i boarded this 198 todae at queensway there.. n i sat at e backrow seats... damn, e bus was filthy n infested with insects more than u can imagine!! e bus ride which was about 50 mins long shocked me at least 5 times with their surprise attacks.. i spotted bettles flying arnd.. cockroaches!!!!! ARGHHHHHH. n e bettle attacked my legs by flying arnd my calves.. so disgusting.. n i had this cockroach crawling right behind me on my seat!!! if i didnt haf sharp eyes, i would haf like leaned back n squashed e cockroach n leaving a BEAUTIFUL stain on my uniform.. that's not all..there were many small insects flying arnd too. it was as if they were having a insect party or something like that.. i was practically on a lookout for all these insects every 30 seconds.. anyway, i think SBS shld clean up their buses more often... I PAID FOR E BUS TRIP TO GO HOME, NOT TO HAVE A PARTY WITH INSECTS!!

Shan ♥ 11:01 PM

Monday, October 25, 2004

i cant dance. i repeat again, i cant dance!!!!!! =( rotten rotten day!

Shan ♥ 11:11 PM

Friday, October 22, 2004

im a happy girl!! =) i just heard that my junior will be coming to sa most prob!!!!!!!! :) :) :) :) :) :) i mean.. i dunno why im so happy oso..coz i think she oso wun stay on after 1st 3 mths if she can leave.. lol.. but oh well.. it feels good to haf somebody familiar arnd huh.. yea.. shall try to impress her at e open house tml!!!! yep
anyway i got back all my results leh.. it's standing at BDEO. hah.. ok lah. not bad lahh.. not say very good oso but. to me, not bad k.. coz i improved in every sub from common test lo. im satisfied!! yep. im an easily contented person. heh.
oh i watched GRUDGE todae..sheesh. i went in to watch another show without knowing wad it was about again.. lol... i only know it's horror movie.. but didnt noe it was based n JU-ON... bleah.. japanese directors lah~! n u noe they are like damn good at building up e climax.. i was like shocked several times.. argh. haha. but nvm lah. it's really quite scary.. hahah..sorry im going crazy le..e show not bad lah. =)
I'm a happy girl.. lalalalalala~~

Shan ♥ 11:21 PM

Thursday, October 21, 2004

hmmmm... slacking at home todae... didnt haf lessons so i nv go sch..
todae feel exceptionally depressed.. dunno y oso. didnt haf e mood to go out.. didnt feel like talking to anyone.. just feel like doing something on my own.. n give myself one day to reflect upon all e things that have happened recently..
anyway e bird flu in thailand is spreading.. hopefully it will not hit udon thani.. if not it'll be such a disappointment..

Shan ♥ 1:24 PM

Tuesday, October 19, 2004

sometimes i really hate my mom. n i mean wad i say.. she thinks she gave birth to me n she can dun respect me at all.. everytime she takes my stuff wo my permission... n todae's not e first time already.. n we always quarrel over such incidents.. although e things she've taken are not really impt to me.. but they belong to me afteralll.. how can she just act as a smart alec n take them wo even consulting me!! wad if it were some impt documents?!?!? n when i ask her why she nv ask for my permission.. den she will change e topic n say i dun need those stuff... n say it's becoz i nv pack my stuff properly... WTH!!! wad kinda lame excuse is this?! she was obviously in e wrong n she refuses to admit it.. n she will start to take out previous incidents to say that im in e wrong.. n she always say those things that belong to me.. dun really belong to me at all.. they belong to my dad coz it's his money.. uh, yea so wad?!!? they are like mine mine mine already? it was bought for me mE ME!! even though u're my mother, u're not that great! u're not always right.. n i dun haf to listen to u all e time!!

Shan ♥ 5:10 PM

Sunday, October 17, 2004

oh. i wasnt that upset afterall.. ahha. in fact, im pretty pleased..coz i passed my maths! n it's a D somemore lo. can u believe it? ahhaha. ok. im so lucky. n i must thank ms faizah for being so lenient.. but one very sad thing is i failed gp leh. sho sad.. i topped by class by chance for common test. haha..den this time rnd..screwed up my essay. blah.. i got 19/50 lah! somemore e stupid marker damn sarcastic... u noe e comment at e end was "SHALLOW"... wah diao. i read up on e topic lo. i gave examples of wad i read u noe.. den she put down at e side "where did u read this from?" she wan e evidence i can show her lo...... stupid marker. i bet it's mrs kang. that evil woman. n oh yea i got O for phys.. quite happy le. haha..as u noe, phys isnt my forte. hahaha..
anyway todae got training early in e morning.. den was damn irritated by alot of things.. reached acsi at arnd 9.. den we waited n waited for e coach to come.. den someone opened e door of e hall.. n we tot can enter n wait inside lah. so we did.. den e stupid person come n scold us, say no coach cannot enter.. we dunno lah! nobody told us anything.. den e most irritating part is that he went to complain to our coach.. n we kana scolded by e coach.. anyway e coach arrived at arnd 10? imagine how long we've been waiting... n he told us traning starts at 10.. wah kao. damn pissed lah. den one of teammates got so pissed off n went home even before training started..shucks. n i suck at badminton now.. haven been playing for 1 mth+.. skills all rusty le.. den stamina really cannot make it.. tsk. somemore at e end of e day got team talk.. about how scattered e team is.. oh well. it's different.. miss nybt so much...
n after training, i went home lo.. got mini gathering for 04s75 first intake. haha.. we met up at orchard den go eat at marche.. nv eat much oso.. didnt feel like it. den er, after that go n do our fave pastime which is taking neoprint. but i was very tired todae lahh.. so didnt really enjoy myself.. but meeting up with old frens is good.. yep.. very nice to see them.. haha. :) e best thing that happened to me todae was.. i got new digi cam!! but e sad thing is that it got no battery now. haha.. must go buy rechargable batteries le.. heh. anyway sa open house is on 23 oct. next sat. .must come hor!! :)

Shan ♥ 1:01 AM

Wednesday, October 13, 2004

tml will be sad day... definitely. ok. i'll update tml.. if im over my sadness..
er. yday was pw day.. very slack.. we couldnt do much.. coz it's like e sch's internet system is damn laggy.. so we wrote down pts n distributed work load. yea. after that we had e teachers' concert!! before that.. e overseas cip pple had to walk arnd e sch selling kachang puteh, candy floss n lollipops etc.. it was really kinda hard..coz everybody find e price too high. it was like abit ex lah.. but it was all in e name of raising funds for our trip! doing charity u noe.. wad they bought with 2 bucks could actually go to part of a brick that we're gonna use to build e houses in thailand lo...
ok. bout e teachers' concert.. e opening item was great. mr edmund koh was damn stylo.. he n his ah beng style of "that thing u do" shocked e whole sch.. n his gold chain was so shiny.. hahah.. den ms alice tan was beyond recognition.. she looked so cute in her retro dressing.. den e following few items were like.. er. ok. hahaha.. got some teachers who sang out of tune though.. but their courage was commendable. hah. e item that's worth mentioning is e skit entitled "take three" e arts department teachers were corny to come up with e play.. i really laughed quite hard.. n their acting was goood. hahaha. on e whole.. e concert was pretty good.. for we've really got to see e other side of e teachers! they can be a fun lot, actually. just that they dun show it in class.. yep.. so all i haf to say is, way to go, teachers!

Shan ♥ 10:51 PM

Saturday, October 09, 2004

didnt go sentosa todae.. hah. when i woke up at 7+ this morning.. i was aching all over from that spectacular s73 class outing yday with a total of 23 outta 24 pple turning up.. WHOA. beat that! it was pretty amazing huh.. it's e class's 1st official outing! we went to fly kite at marina lo.. n after a while.. most of us got sian.. den xingsheng being e lao da of e day flew e kite n extended e strings.. so it was like soaring in e sky. PRO i would say.. n he did it in less than 10 mins. sheesh. so we noe who to look for when we take part in a kite flying competition. lol. after that we engaged ourselves in card games..where we sat down on e grass n started chewing on sour plums.. n wonderful sijia actually swallowed e seed n could calmly tell us "i swallowed e seed" it was hilarious!! hahah.. anyway we played touch rug with a volleyball after that to keep ourselves entertained.. not bad lah.. but playing barefooted was no fun at all.. with all e grass poking. bleah. e game was ceased when teckie got leg cramp.. came at e appropriate time though.. i needed e break! =x haha.. yea.. subsequently... e rest of e class arrived.. den e guys went to kick balls n play soccer (as usual) while e girls sat on e grass n looked after bags ( mothers in e making) sooon, our stomaches starting growling n we went to eat steamboat! bargained with e auntie to pay 10 bucks each n get one free drink with a sour plum ice cream thrown in free..gosh. e sour plum ice cream tasted weird... hahaha. yea.. e girls came up with an ingenious sitting plan.. to force e guys to interact with e girls.. haha.. so e various gangs were all spilted up.. but by e end of e day..everybody's back to normal cliques.. oh well.. i guess we cant help it.. at least there was some form of interaction n a good start for e class.. after dinner..we went to e arcade.. n oh yea. we played e table soccer game... cheap thrill.. haha.. n i think we nearly spoil e machine.. lol...we played bishi bashi after that.. n my palms hurt lahh.. sheesh. but it was fun! =D den we played air hockey which e table doesnt has much of an air. waste of money... den ade n me played drums at standard level.. n we failed in e first rnd. -.-" it was hard.. hahah...we ended e day with a photo hunt game.. yar lo..den 10+ already.. so hOme sWeet HomE.. yea. a really eventful day... hopefully e next class outing will be as successful as e one todae!! :D

Shan ♥ 11:30 PM

Friday, October 08, 2004

hmm.....
PROMOS IS OVER!!!!! haha.. actually im not that happy.. duno. POST PROMOS BLUES. hahahaha.. ok. im crazy. anyway i caught "the exorcist" todae.. not bad lah. e plot quite nice.. just that they rushed into e ending..which i dun like.. but catch it if u can... would be worth e tix price..
s73 is finally having a class outing tml..at marina.. fly kite n steamboat. haha. interesting.......
anyway...i got sorethroat. lost my voice.. now i sound so sexy..
i think im not very coherent now.. yea. better go zzz.. haha

Shan ♥ 1:22 AM

Friday, October 01, 2004

been mugging these few days.. but yday took some time off.. (mang li tou xian) go n watch jackie chan's new movie e new police story... eh. e show was ok lah.. coz i think its like e typical jackie chan's movies.. alot of fighting scenes.. den got pple die.. den everybody would die until jackie chan e hero saves e world... u get e drift.. yep.. but this time rnd got a slight change lah.. this time jackie chan acts as a fallen hero who got up on his feet n defeat this grp of youngsters who killed 9 of his followers in a mission... uh. yea, as u shld haf expected, alot of violence.. lots of expolsive scenes... MEDIA VIOLENCE!! haha.. oh well.. i better get back to mugging.. mug mug mug.

Shan ♥ 1:17 PM