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| Tuesday, June 28, 2005 |
i haven felt so moody in months.. this is really bad. everything arnd me.. just seems so bad all of a sudden.. im currently feeling quite depressed... quite helpless.. |
| Shan ♥ 8:04 PM |
| Saturday, June 25, 2005 |
NO, i did not study until i faint. i've come to a conclusion. i think im slightly anaemic. becoz this isnt e first time i feel faint or something.. must eat pig liver. coz mummy say it help to produce red blood cells.. ok lah. i believe her. but she must cook for me oso wad. haha. but den again, after this incident, i realised that my dad dotes on me alot actually. though he dun verbalise his concern.. (well, except e occasional nagging at me to work hard n study) i really think my mom was freaked out.. coz she din noe wad to do.. den she go call my dad.. den my dad rushed home in like 10 mins?! i bet he sped. =X well, he was so worried.. he wanted me to go to e doc's.. but by e time he came back.. i was feeling much better le...so i nv go to e doc lo. blah. |
| Shan ♥ 11:29 PM |
| Friday, June 24, 2005 |
ciao~ |
| Shan ♥ 12:09 AM |
| Tuesday, June 21, 2005 |
well. i think u get e drift.  e 3 of us outside esplanade by e road.. after fantastic dinner at thai express. :)  dunno wad they doing. yay!  i was trying to keep sijia's eyes open. haha..  damn cute kids playing violin at e esplanade!  my fave kid! haha. he sneezed halfway during e performance n started smiling to himself... hahaha.. such innocence. :)  very nice visual art piece at e esplanade.. but den again.. it doesnt look that good in e photo. go check it out at e esplanade. really very very nice. it's actually alot of small jigsaw puzzles that reflected e green light.. mesmerising. overall. it's been a pleasant night. so. cheers! :) |
| Shan ♥ 11:05 PM |
| Monday, June 20, 2005 |
weiquan. since u're here. im gonna dedicate an entry to u. why did u chance upon my blog?????? :( now i cannot write bad stuff bout u le. hah |
| Shan ♥ 1:05 AM |
| Saturday, June 18, 2005 |
im high on chem!! but the above mentioned is nothing but e truth. i haf two moles on my neck, one on e arm, one on my little pinky, n one near my ankle. haha. im moley! -.-" i think im stressed. haha. been having weird dreams... oh yea, i dreamt that i was attending famine camp yday nite with sijia! haha.. den inside e famine camp we were trying to dodge pple who're after us.. n we haf to swim to get arnd.. finally we left e place, safe n sound.. to find ourselves along this road.. when i found 20 bucks on me n we got mineral water n mentos.. (????) den i saw my auntie. errrr.... tell me bout ridiculous dreams. n my com officially hates moodle for no reason. maybe it's reflective of e owner's attitude towards moodle. i cant access moodle!!! |
| Shan ♥ 2:07 PM |
| Friday, June 17, 2005 |
1. to produce tears 2. to make loud sounds without word, expressing fear, pain etc. my definition of cry: 1. relief of emotions bottled up. 2. it's an expression. it says more than words. it says things that words cant express. 3. moisturises one's eyes. i suddenly feel like crying. hear e words i wan to say!! im feeling ridiculous |
| Shan ♥ 11:09 PM |
| Wednesday, June 15, 2005 |
yes, i saw JING LONG yday! WOW!! happy? :D sometimes i wonder whether it is in me to keep things to myself.. to put it simply, i aint honest with pple n myself. sometimes i wished i could just say wad i feel that's on my mind.. but there's something that's stopping me. maybe i dun wan to hurt that person's feelings. but e truth always hurts rite? just like this morning. i had wanted so much to scold somebody for his childish n sissified behaviour. but i stopped myself. i think im overly concerned with wad pple think of me.. n dun wan to ruin e image that i've carved out for myself. i think im such a hypocrite at times. :( ohyea. did anyone watch project superstar on channel u just now.. e tears cant help but well up in my eyes when they announced that e guy who has lost his sight. yet sing damn fantastically got into top 24! i was so so so happy for him. even though God's been cruel to take away his sight.. He gave him e voice of an angel.. i hope he wins! :) |
| Shan ♥ 11:09 PM |
| Tuesday, June 14, 2005 |
went out to study with ade, sj, yy, yc n xs todae at jurong east lib. bumped into several frens like weizheng n kimleng.. but den e study session at e library didnt turn out well. e stupid security guard keeps coming to chase us away. it was damn annoying n irritating. so we decided to migrate to jec.. which i became more productive. i think i've more or less noe how to deal with discrete random variables questions now. :) i hope this time i can do better for block test lah. if not i'll be seriously damn damn sad. at arnd 5, i went popular n bought my chem book with solution! yay. hah. but 17 bucks. so ex.. hope it will come in handy. -.- oh yea, i went hunting for specs in je area. den i realised that none of e shops there got e type of funky specs i wan!! BoOohOO. that means i haf to go all e way to heeren to make. n travel all e way there to collect. GOSH. n i still dunno if e $118 consist of e cost of making better lens such as protection from computer uv rays etc.. i bet sure got extra cost. hopefully can get it below $150. anybody got any specs lobang??? im typing this with extra caution producing minimal sound. coz my grandma's in singapore. den she's staying here.. right now here in my room. n she's asleep already. im trying not to wake her up. BLEAH. she just turned. |
| Shan ♥ 11:38 PM |
| Sunday, June 12, 2005 |
  at swensens.  after mr n mrs smith. took with e poster. there was a gigantic one. just that. we didnt dare to go pose in front of it. haha. :D NYBT!! :D |
| Shan ♥ 11:32 PM |
| Friday, June 10, 2005 |
i like e feeling when my phone rings, vibrates or sounds when there's a sms.. it makes me know that someone is thinking bout me at that moment of time.. its a nice n warm feeling that i cant really put to words.. n haf u ever tried to guess who sent that sms.. i always do so before i open e message. sometimes e anticipation is gone n it disappoints u when it isnt from e one u tot who migh haf sent u e message.. but if it's from someone that u yearn to receive e sms from, that moment itself could just make ur day.. i think some pple think im crazy. to go rattering on bout sms. anyway that's just a random thought. lets do a little vote here. who like to receive sms?? I DO! :D how bout u? |
| Shan ♥ 11:07 PM |
i haf fever!!! i didnt noe. GOSH. i must be too ill already. i ate medicine yday den i fell into coma.. slept for dunno how long.. i still feel feverish. :( |
| Shan ♥ 3:17 PM |
| Monday, June 06, 2005 |
it was a pretty good experience. going without solid food for 30 hours.. u dun get to experience that in singapore, dun u. but then, i think it was still pretty tolerable. coz they give us sugared drinks once in a while to keep our blood sugar normal. i was in e group called ethiopia b7.. in e same group as thomas n xiaoquan. e rest are all saints. .but i dunno all of them. haha.. day 1 of activities was quite boring..coz it's like attending lectures n doing activities relating to issues pertaining to poverty, aids n hunger.. n my group was like sian sian.. with pple running off to find their frens.. n there wasnt much time for interaction coz most of e time were spent in lectures. =.= bathing time was horrible. they only had like wad, 10 cubicles?? for er. say at least 300 to 400 girls who wans to bathe? gosh. e queues were extremely long. so i decided to wait. finally got my chance at 1+ am.. den by e time my hair dry, it was almost 2... it was pretty uncomfortable to sleep on e hard floor.. but i was too tired. so i guess i slept for bout 2 hours until e cold wind decided to blowwww.. i was woken up by e chill n i decided to upzip my sleeping bag.. n went back to sleep. got woken up by e boys playing cards at 5+.. decided i cant sleep anymore.. so i woke up too. so tentatively speaking, i only rested for bout 3 hours.. day 2 of activities were much better i guess. started off e day with some mass dancing! haha. danced with team leader from nyjc, jasmin. :) quite fun lah. but e guys all bo sim one.. sat down at one side n slept lah. anyway, it was newspaper collecting after that.. our group was delayed by some i dunno wad issues.. so we were e last to leave ngee ann campus. by e time we arrived at our first block, lings has already finished her first block of collection! oh man, n my group was assigned 6 blocks of flats.. when there are many other groups who were only assigned 4 or 5 blocks. but den, e newspaper collection experience was good! e group was very enthu.. n we were very determined to finish our collection.. so we pia all e way. good job, ethiopia b7!! :D :D n oh yea, xiaoquan was sorta my newspaper collecting partner. wad a gentleman. :) n i got to know him better thru this camp. he is so gullible lah.. hahaha. but that makes him even cuter. OK, i noe im straying. haha. anyway, we reached back ngee ann campus at arnd 3.30.. n there was clean up time.. n we stoned till it was time for e famine camp finale concert.. watched performance put up by several dance groups from various polys.. yep. n i watched this damn touching video shot by zhang ai jia.. n e song's called wo niu. anybody got that song can send me??? e camp ended with nasi lemak as dinner to mark breaking e fast.. i ate a lot of chilli which explains my super jialat sorethroat now. n i think coz i bathed at 1am with cold water n exposed myself to chilly winds, my nose cant seem to stop leaking... im damn ill. :( but, im proud to say im a famine camp survivor!!!!! :D :D |
| Shan ♥ 11:52 PM |
| Friday, June 03, 2005 |
my body has decided to fail me by making me tio cold bug. but anyway this bug is irritating, it only strikes at nite. bleah. im alright in e morning n afternoon lah. hope i wun fall sick after famine camp.. especially when im going to be starved for 30 hours! -stomach growls- this is getting quite exciting. haha. :D im in e same grp as jac n thomas.. den jac decided to bang seh us again for her church so xiaoquan's taking over! wOoHoOO. hahaha.. but i dunno whether replacement is allowed or not.. hope can lah. if not jac's 20 bucks goes down into e drain.. famine camp, here i comeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! |
| Shan ♥ 11:04 PM |
| Wednesday, June 01, 2005 |
after that we went to lucky plaza to play pool. actually i suck at pool (i just realised) hahaha.. nvm bout that. jiahui, liting n i went off on e excuse of going to toilet to go to breadtalk to get a mini tiramisu moose for andy... den we sang bday song softly for fear of getting chased out. oh yea, we bought andy a sleeveless adidas shirt. ah, sleeveless. yes. ivan's great idea. haha. i wonder if andy will wear it.. lol. anyway i enjoyed myself quite a bit. n andy said he did too. :) :) happy eighteenth birthday, andy!! :D a bad day turned into a nice one. :) |
| Shan ♥ 12:10 AM |
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