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Friday, April 28, 2006
500 pple vying for 150 places at the faculty of communication studies.


how slim my chances seem now. gut feeling tell me that i may have to settle for NUS FASS.
Shan ♥ 11:07 PM
Thursday, April 27, 2006
this is a special entry.


i will type in perfect english in order to prepare myself for the written test tomorrow. hopefully i will be able to think of some impressive opinions to write with respect to the article that they will be giving us tomorrow. And hopefully, i will be able to answer their current affairs questions with whatever limited current affairs knowledge that i have. Tomorrow, i'll need to bring alot of wool into the interview room to pull the wool over the interviewers' eyes. So, wish me alot of luck.


Today is a soccer watching day. SA vs HC at Grange Road. The Grange Road field was in a bad state in my opinion. It was really muddy. Plus, there was even a hole in front of the goalpost! This was an important match as this would determine whether the soccer team is still in the race for semi-finals. They had alot of opportunities just that lady luck was not smiling upon them. Many a times, the ball was almost in the net, but somebody from the HC just had to be around to kick the ball away. HC was actually out to draw this game. So they were playing a very defensive game with many defenders. But the soccer team did not let the supporters and themselves down. They scored at the 91st min (not too sure of the exact timing but it was during injury time), winning HC with a score of 1-0! The crowd went wild and we cheered even louder when the referee blew his whistle. All in all, it was an exciting match. :)


After soccer, Sharon and i went to town for dinner at Subway. Sharon has been craving for the food there that she was even imagining herself eating Subway sandwiches when we were playing maple story and entered this map called "The Subway". We were discussing about the platoon's names in army and we were wondering what name do they give for "A". All i could thought of was "AH MENG". (hahahaha). After dinner, it was shopping time. I finally got my $40 bag at Hula & Co. and i even bought a pair of slippers. Although i feel the pinch, but i think it was money well spent.


Hopefully, my interview and test will turn out fine tomorrow. :)
Shan ♥ 11:59 PM
Monday, April 24, 2006
had a squabble with my mom this afternoon before i left the house to meet sharon, kong and yanyi for movie.. she thinks i have a bf. HAH. ridiculous. for my temper, i cant stand it when pple falsely accuse me of something i didnt do. so i blew up at her and i slammed the gate when i left the house. i know im rude. but... temper is something i cant control, when talking to mom. after that accusation, she went on to make more assumptions. such as i will abandon her when she and my dad grows older.. and going out two days in a row = going out everyday. going out everyday= i have bf. i haf a bf = i will be an unfilial daughter. unfilial = i will not take care of them when they grow older. i must admire my mom for her wonderful imagination..


ridiculous.
Shan ♥ 12:02 AM
Friday, April 21, 2006
Appear to be strong on the outside but weak and vulnerable inside... is this true of a Gemini? Today just happen to be one of my 'down' days... I hate to admit this myself but i think i suffer from mood swings now and den.. prob due to lack of sleep. lack of love. lack of things to keep me busy. sometimes, i really dun wan to be so free.. free = more time to do some introspection. more time to find fault with myself. more time to find fault with the world...


actually come to think about it. i hardly blog sad stuff.. stuff that are really personal to me. and when i do that once in a while rite, pple actually remember word for word that i typed here la. as i said, personal means i wouldnt want the entire world to know. so other than a blog, i keep a personal diary as well. if u do read my diary (which will nv happen), u may be shocked that i keep alot of things to myself...


it didnt mean anything at all.
like it never happened.
dont say things when u dun mean it.



Journey
It's a long long journey
Till I know where I'm supposed to be
It's a long long journey
And I don't know if I can believe
When shadows fall and block my eyes
I am lost and know that I must hide
It's a long long journey
Till I find my way home to you
Many days I've spent
Drifting on through empty shores
Wondering what's my purpose
Wondering how to make me strong
I know I will falter
I know I will cry
I know you'll be standing by my side
It's a long long journey
And I need to be close to you
Sometimes it feels no one understands
I don't even know why I do the things I do
When pride builds me up till I can't see my soul
Will you break down these walls and pull me through
Cause it's a long long journey
Till I feel that I am worth the price
You paid for me on Calvary
Beneath those stormy skies
When Satan mocks and friends turn to foes
It feels like everything is out to make me lose control
Cause it's a long long journey
Till I find my way home to you
To you
growing up is tough.
Shan ♥ 11:46 PM
Thursday, April 20, 2006
"I am pleased to inform you that you have been shortlisted from A LARGE POOL OF APPLICANTS for consideration to pursue communication studies at the School of Communications and Information"


note: a large pool of applicants. i really want to know how many they shortlisted and how many pple actually applied. haha.


for this course, i have to sit for a writing test as well as go for an interview on 28 april. how long has it been since i wrote an essay? let me count. at least 5 months since As ended? oh no. wad have i landed myself into? i just hope i dun make a fool outta myself.. so from now on, i will speak PAP. i will read the newspapers. analyse the articles.. probably think of possible interview questions.. let's just hope i can get pass this interview and the test without much hiccups.
Shan ♥ 12:14 AM
Tuesday, April 18, 2006
it's been a day full of drama!!


like any other days that i'm scheduled for driving lesson, i took bus 187 which leads directly to bbdc.. however, it was raining damn heavily this afternoon.. so i tot it wasnt the best day to learn driving but i paid for the lesson.. so i have to make my way there.. it was a rather peaceful bus ride.. i was looking thru the green colour practical book on the bus... den halfway, the bus stopped very long a particular bus stop.. and guess wad... the bus broke down! ok. so we got off the bus and all the passengers squeezed at the small busstop. we waited for the next bus to come coz i was going to be late for lesson.. but the next bus was equally crowded and i decided i shall take a cab instead. so when i was searching for my wallet, i realised that i couldnt find it! den i panicked. i went to a void deck, emptied my bag but my wallet was nowhere in sight. den it hit me hard that I HAVE LOST MY WALLET!!!!! no one in the right state of mind would be in the mood for driving.. so i didnt make my way there and wasted $58.80... den i called my mom, i called geraldine, i called sharon, i called everyone. ok, not everyone. but i called alot of pple.. sharon helped me call TIBS to check if i dropped it on the bus.. so they said they'll check and revert back to me.. den my dad called. he asked where i was coz i was stranded. with no money. and no ez link. and it was raining... so he drove arnd bukit batok area and finally found me stranded at a busstop.. den my dad drove me to the police post near my house to make a police report.. just before i got off the car, someone with an unknown no. called my phone.. i picked up and i heard the best news of the day.


"Hi, is that Ms Ng? I'm calling from SMRT. We have found your wallet............."


imagine the relief.


so my dad drove me back to bukit batok bus interchange to pick up my wallet. and YAY. now i have my wallet safely back in my hands. though i didnt make it to driving lesson , at least i didnt have to go thru all the hassle of making police report, call up the bank to report loss of atm and pay $100 for ic replacement.


quoting sharon "... the exciting life of an unemployed..."


very true indeed.
Shan ♥ 11:52 PM
Tuesday, April 11, 2006
today is driving day. spent the entire afternoon in bbdc.. first i went for final theory practice den i went for evaluation and i passed! 49/50 k. that's like good results. haha. anyways, coz i finished my evaluation early i had to wait for 1hr++ before my practical started.


today is a good day coz i can do all the courses that the instructor asked me to.. he even passed my parallel parking at first lesson! haha. actually circuit quite fun lo. better than go onto the road den pple honk at me for driving like a snail. i hope monday's lesson oso e same instructor coz he's like my fave.... everytime i get him, i feel like im good at driving lo..coz he made the lesson quite relaxing.. and he compliments u for doing the correct things.. that time i learn overtaking that instructor really cannot make it.. oh yea. got another instructor in my fixed grp oso quite cmi. firstly, he doesnt articulate well.. secondly, he says things like "you're ok. but you're not good enough yet."


"THANK YOU!". how very encouraging.


but today has been a good day! hopefully i'll improve lah. :)


for once, i see hope of getting my driving license..
Shan ♥ 11:53 PM
Saturday, April 08, 2006
i just got started on a new game recently, maple story! this is the problem of being unemployed.. too much time to go and play such games. maybe i shld start keeping a lookout for jobs soon. haha. lobangs anyone? :)

anyways, i finally got my shorts after much search! if i feel rich, i might just buy another pair from blossomz.. well. but my bag still comes first. my $40 bag. -drools-


let me just remind myself again, im unemployed.


tml is badminton day! finally i will touch my racket after it collected alot of dust during this period of time. i bet i will play 10 mins and rest 20 mins due to the super unfit me.. meanwhile, it's maple timeeeee~


im so incoherent.
Shan ♥ 3:07 PM
Tuesday, April 04, 2006
seems like i have a lot of free time. after yday's update. i shall update today again! since im free anyway. wahs. today i took 45 mins to reach jurong east mrt station from my house.. best.. first, i missed the bus when i reached the busstop.. den 20 mins later, 2 buses came together and the bus i boarded was crawling.. plus it was raining. and i was supposed to meet ger for dinner at orchard at 6.30pm when i boarded the train at jurong east at 6.25pm. YAY. i can arrive at orchard in 5 mins... and so.... i was late for half an hr!! :(


anyways had dinner at pepperlunch and bumped into carine who's working as a cashier there. den i saw anmin too. it's like a big ny gathering. den went shopping and i finally got my belt... really nice but a bit loose. and i saw loads of things that i liked. slippers+bag+necklace+skirt. i added everything up and it cost $153 in all! wah.. den i reminded myself that im unemployed. so i only bought the belt at $9.90! haha. but i think i'll go back and get the bag..coz i kinda like it and i need one anyway. but its $40.. ehhs.. i think i will splurge just this once until i get new job!! :)
Shan ♥ 12:18 AM
Monday, April 03, 2006
i promise this will be a long blog with plenty of photos. afterall, i haven been blogging properly for such a long time already.. it's time to do something to my blog or it will be like really dead.

anyway let's start with e last day of work at UOB..


28 dec 2005 - 29 march 2006
well. this is my very first job and i realised it's not easy to make money i guess.. and that made me appreciate schooling life. this job taught me a lot of things.. it prob made my soft skills much better. it oso taught me to learn how to control my temper and how to deal with angry pple.. it taught me that customer service is really a bad line to be in.. coz there are really many many horrible pple out there.. i personally had a very bad encounter..


okok. i admit. i cried 3 times at work within this 3 months. terrible isnt it?


most importantly, this job taught me to be nice to pple serving me in future.. guys, pls thank pple for their service k.. that little "thank you" will really make pple go the extra mile for you. i think i have benefitted alot from these 3 months.. it gave me an insight of wad the future working world may be like. so it's like a preparation class.. although i've been complaining, i guess i nv regret accepting the job. :)

now it's time for some pictures to add some life to my blog!
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this is my working desk! look at that call master and that headset.. it's my vital tool at work! the table used to be messier.. just that i cleared up the desk before leaving mah. haha


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CPY, me and one of our team leaders dennis


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lixian hard at work coz she's the only one who renewed her contract.. while we were clearing our stuff on the last day..she's busy picking up calls...


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verlyn and me.


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sarah. who sits opposite me.


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crystal. i listened in to her during training days! :)


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ivy me lawrence and esther! poor esther got disturbed by lawrence


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taken with ling ying. another temp! but she's got 10 months experience!


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with vincent. the guy whom i tot was oso a temp staff on my first day of work. but hey, he's 25!! and he's from chinese high last time (ok. out of point)


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and of coz, how could i forget my favourite person in the entire UOB. haha my greatest team leader.. (im in her team) Sze Lin!! She's been such a great help at work and she nv screams at me for doing wrong things.. instead she encourages me. she's been promoted recently too. cheers to sze lin! :) :) :) :)


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the temp staff! we're all going seperate ways i guess in future.. but pple, remember to stay in touch!!!


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the wonderful batch of training pple celebrating our "freedom" at breeks :)

i guess. this is a great end to my very first job! -claps- meanwhile, im a happy unemployed~ hah.
Shan ♥ 12:14 AM
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