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Sunday, October 29, 2006
i submitted my cs108 individual research paper.


pure bliss.
Shan ♥ 5:55 PM
Saturday, October 28, 2006
i thought i might take some time off updating my blog. im going nuts looking at arguments for and against vivisection.. ARGH!! the report is due tml 23.59 29th October 2006.


to side track alittle.. part of the exams welfare package from ntu students' union.
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"U for Union, Union for U"?


whoever came up with that cheesy tagline? hahaha.


ok. that aside. it's back to endless reports and projects... im so glad that the series of projects are finally coming to an end! after tml, i'll only be left with cs108 video project. been staying back in sch til late to do video editing as well as do up the website.. it's especially hard for me coz im like.. the most computer illiterate person arnd in cs. wad dreamweaver? wad fireworks? argh. leave the technical stuff out. i'll be happy filming again.


n plus exams are like in 2.5 weeks away n i haven started studying! i cant sit down n mug coz i haven exactly like cleared my projects? oh man... i feel so unprepared for exams!
Shan ♥ 5:32 PM
Thursday, October 26, 2006
i've not been updating my blog properly recently. too many things have been going on and i havent had the time to sit down properly to sort out my thinking. even my sleep has been disrupted. just like this morning.. i just woke up suddenly and the first thing that comes to mind was "am i late for lesson?" BLAHH. it's terrible when ur sleep is disrupted.. no matter how much more i sleep later, i'll still end up tired.


yday was a terrible day. i went to my tutee's place for tuition after sch.. but end up, she forgot all bout tuition n went out with her mom to eat dinner.. BLAH. it was raining lah! horrigible tutee.waste my time. lucky got this kind soul who oso lives at the same condo shelter me all the way in lo. if not ah, i will roar at the maid. RAHHHHH. (im kidding.) but den again, making a wasted trip made me really pissed off. n im supposed to go for makeup tuition lesson today and she wants to cancel it AGAIN, giving the reason that "im going out and i dunno what time im going back."


IF YOU KNOW U GOT TUITION, U SHOULDN'T EVEN GO OUT IN THE FIRST PLACE!


her exams are next week n i want to do my best to help her pull up her grades.. instead of being cooperative during tuition, she'll find all sort of excuses not to do her work.. if she don't want to help herself, there is nothing i can do. i give up!
Shan ♥ 4:13 PM
Monday, October 23, 2006
while my grpmate is compiling our written report, i shall take some time to blog bout things that have happened over the weekend..


since kian hao told me that my blog is very boring coz got no visual aids.. i shall let pictures do the talking this time round.

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e girls present.


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dun ask me wad chee yu is doing. but whatever he is doing is blocking jun ming. haha


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group photo. timon's still going strong. =)


after dinner, we actually wanted to go kbox.. but after finding out that the price of singing kbox is exhorbitant of $28, we decided to settle for a movie.. we ended up watching death note! really good show.. but too much thinking is required throughout the whole show.. n my brain was abit fried coz of the long day.. so i was like yawning thru out. not that the show was boring.. but i was just so tired.. haha. anyway go watch the show if u have the time. really worth the time n the money.. i cant wait for the second movie to come out, if there's any. haha
Shan ♥ 2:48 PM
Saturday, October 21, 2006
i would love to post the photo of my CS111 project groupmates.. but i cant seem to rip the picture from ah mao's blogg.. so i think i shld just post the photo up another day when i get it!


anyway i hope we did a 'homerun' on our presentation.. afterall, we put in so much effort to prepare. im so proud of our product! impressive i would say. afterall, we are not actually required to implement wadeva we've proposed..but we actually went ahead with the printing of the manuals and the creation of the flash game.


besides, we oso went to dress up specially for our presentation.. as our company WHB's salespple, we went into class dressed in office attire, with coat and all.. super formal la.. although there was some hiccups during the QnA when alfred tried to be funny by joining us in the role-playing, i tot we did great. =)


im glad i have wonderful project mates.
Shan ♥ 12:16 AM
Sunday, October 15, 2006
the weekend comes and goes! but this sunday has been a fruitful one! waking up early at 8+ to go all the way to kembangan to meet chermaine to check out katong area for an ideal place for filming. we managed to locate 2 places that seemed suitable for our shooting n we bravely went up to the bosses to ask for permission to shoot. n they agreed so readily! so nice! one even called me to tell me that we can go down anytime coz they'll be allowing us to shoot in their private function room! tell me bout meeting nice pple. :)


shooting was pretty smooth today. we managed to finish all our scenes in a day! actually only got 4 scenes. haha. but den again, must take from diff angles.. den got alot of NGs. we took the longest to shoot the first scene. the dying scene.. it was super hilarious coz we are not professional actors and actresses mah. but i think we managed to pull it off after a while. i particularly like the scene with the curtains flying part. it was THE scene. tributes to jj and kairu for being our lead actor and actress! must really thank jj coz he's not in our project group and yet he helped us. although he's not gaining anything from this, he actually took the time off to help us. such a nice guy. haha. and kairu i think u look quite pretty in front of camera lah. must haf more self confidence!


yay. i love my project group. i certainly hope we have taken all the scenes we need to take. hope the editing will be alrights. n the still pictures for the website too.. this is by far, the most exciting project for this sem! maclab, here we comeeeeee!
Shan ♥ 10:54 PM
Saturday, October 14, 2006
it's days like this when u feel like sitting in a corner of the house, distancing yourself from the rest of the world.


it's days like this when u feel like everyone is judging u.


it's days like this when u feel a sudden sense of nostalgia.


it's days like this when u feel no one understands.


it's days like this when u seek reassurance.


it's days like this that crying helps.


days like this... are terrible.
Shan ♥ 8:31 PM
Wednesday, October 11, 2006
i think im really super blur bout uni stuff, even up till now! when i checked my ntu email just now, i realised i forgot to pay up for last half sem's tuition fees!! den now they charge me $10 late fee. hahaha. wah lao. late fee reminds me of working days in uob last time.. maybe tml i'll go and plead with them, see if can waive or not. haha, im kidding la. oh man, i nv had such problems last time coz everything paid by GIRO. but i forgot that this time rnd, i nv apply for GIRO! haha.


oh yea, n the worst thing was that i forgot to apply for tuition grant the other time! im the best. lucky the office of finance called me up to remind me. lol.. if i miss the date rite, i'll need to pay full tuition fees lo.. which is like $10000++. hahaha.


pple, when there's fees to pay up, remind me k. remind ur blur fren here. hee.


hmm. now that one sem is coming to an end coz exams are coming, i would like to say a few things bout my uni life now..


im glad that i allowed my heart to rule over my head for the uni course.. im so glad that im in CS! im damn proud to tell pple im from CS lah (although alot of pple will ask me wad is CS.tsk. ) haha. pple always tell me that uni frens are all acquaintances and u can nv find good frens in uni.. but i beg to differ. so far, i think i've met some and im really thankful for their presence. they make long lectures so much more bearable. :) hopefully these friendships will last!


sports club. casie told me once that im super attached to sports camp, and i agreed with her. it's an unforgettable 7 days of my life. and it's this camp that make me do something that i've nv done before.. to become a gl! never in my life i've been so enthu bout such things. i dunno if i'll do a good job though but i'll try my best! without the pple i knew from sports camp, i prob wouldnt like ntu as much as i like it now. now u see how much it meant to me? haha.


badminton. it hurts even to mention the word now that used to bring so much joy. put it behind me.


NTU on the whole. it's not as dull as wad outsiders perceive it to be. it's actually very happening if u get involved in stuff. or maybe it's just the company. currently, im a rather happy freshie. i admit that there are times when things just dun go ur way. disappointments. are part and parcel of life. but i'll get through it.


now, im starting to believe that im a uni student. waisan, welcome to ntu.
Shan ♥ 9:18 PM
yesterday morning, hongxin made me one of the happiest girl on earth.


now now now. dun u think anywhere else. haha. he just told me that i was on the list of GLs for sports camp. =) =)


exciting but terrifying. but im so looking forward to it! i can officially say now, i will be part of SU14!! haha.


i need to brush up on my hokkien. hokkien classes anyone? :D
Shan ♥ 12:30 AM
Saturday, October 07, 2006
i hate the haze.


it's making my nose twitch.


it's causing a stinging feeling in my eyes.


no outdoor activities,


coz mama forbids.
Shan ♥ 6:53 PM
Friday, October 06, 2006
happy mid-autumn festival everyone.


couldnt really appreciate the moon tonite coz it's simply too hazy out there.. this yr's mid autumn festival is going to be over in 10 minute time? and i havent carried a lantern yet! haha. was looking at my neighbours' kids playing with lanterns along the corridor just now.. brings back much memories. i remembered doing really silly things in the past.. birdie lives quite near me.. den we used to go out to play with candles and lanterns when we were still in primary school. when we were in p6, birdie and i went to the nearby park.. and we found flyers from the letterboxes at our flats. we wrote our "wishes" on the blank side of it.. i could still remember wad i wrote. "4A* for PSLE!" den we burn the paper, hoping that someone up there will answer our prayers.. hahaha


my wish didnt come true. =X but i did just enough to make it to my dream sec sch. =)


bumped into isaac at boon lay interchange when i was going home from ntu. speaking of isaac, let me just go count the number of years i've known him... hmm. since kindergarten yr 2. this is the 14th year that i've known him! that's a really long time considering that im only 19. n im glad that we're still very much in touch. i think he's going through a rough patch now.. hope things gets better! so isaac, if u do read my blog, take good care of urself yea? :)


since im talking bout pri sch frens, i might as well just continue.


hmm. geraldine leow. from mutual dislike for each other in p3 to besties now. we've come a long way. 'cold war' in sec 2 was a trial. but we both came round to it, without any attempts to 'reconcile'. it was all unspoken. i guess, true friendship stands the test of time. =) im so glad we're still very much in each other's lives now. n when i say i have faith in u, trust me. im sure u'll be able to live ur dreams. -hugs-


leslie huang. more fondly known as doggie in 6R. someone who is constantly reminding me that im lame. someone i can talk to anytime of the day even if i haven spoken to him for godzillion years.. haha. im so sorry i didnt 'give u face' to turn up for e impromptu outing.. i promise u that i'll organise the next one k..


joan tan. it's funny how we used to think u and leslie will end up together.. all the constant teasing. but hey, each of u has got ur own better halves now! anyway ur exams are coming soon rite.. i know u dun read my blog but still wanna wish u good luck and all the best!


toh yixue aka bozo.. i still remember ur fave word in psch is "gt". private joke. haha. i remember e days when we were passing arnd our notebooks, writing irrelevant comments during class time. i still have the notebooks now!! i oso remember u being the only guy in our project group and how desperate the guys were trying to swoop u with joyce. =X i think we were quite mean in those days. but hey, im glad we stood firm coz i really had fun doing the project at ur mom's minimart den! i think u've changed, for the better, as the years go by n im glad u've pursued ur dreams by taking the route less travelled. by going to poly. u have our support in every thing u do! :)


so there u go. a post dedicated to my beloved pri sch classmates.
Shan ♥ 11:52 PM
Monday, October 02, 2006
recess' week is over! oh well. back to ntu. back to cs. back to uni life. one week is tooo short! looking forward to the next break. meanwhile, lots of things going thru my mind. i seriously need to stop.think.lookagain at my life now.. things are just happening too fast. it's like im like being sucked into a spiral and i've totally lost control of everything going on. ARGH. i better not start on this or u'll get bored. i know pple get bored with words easily. so i shall use visual aids... hahaha.


CS DND at coco latte.


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women in black. let's crop off kairu. coz she's in purple. hahaa =X


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paparazzi shot. looks like those that will appear in magazines rite. hahah


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with brokeback mountainers


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with cha cha as someone from adam's family and genie and moulin rouge? note: im shaking the fake hand. haha


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personal fave shot. =)


Rudith's 21st birthday party at


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i wanted to show this pic... coz be more observant.. on the left side of the photo, there's a lizardd! okk that was random.


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happy rudith with birthday presents from timon!! our 6 hours of shopping was all worth it!


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acjc.saint.hogwarts?


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farmer has changed his occupation!!


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cheers~! haha. eryan look super drunk in this photo (but the truth is, she's not!)


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fake saint vs real saint. haha


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mismatch number 1!


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mismatch number 2!


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finally a true blue saint to the rescue!


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timon with birthday cake! howard's missing though.


enough updating for the day. time to head to bed. long day ahead. long week ahead.
Shan ♥ 11:37 PM
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