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| Wednesday, October 24, 2007 |
im waiting for the evaluation form to come. hahaa. anyway, i haven blogged for a really long time! been busy. lazy. n sick. i never do anything constructive over the last weekend. Saturday was spent at street challenge.. which totally worn me out coz i was out in the sun for more than 8 hours. n the sad thing was that we lost almost all the handball games and only draw in one match.. haha.. but i must say we had fun lah. hmm, den sunday i helped ruyan out in her ISP filming.. so i also didnt have much time to do anything either. AND THEN I FELL SICK. =( a bad cough. sorethroat and runny nose. hai, this week is like hell week number 2 in this semester. monday surf n sweat meeting ended around 11pm. tuesday i stayed back to do filming for BJ and captured the footages till 10+ wednesday.. which is today. will be spent in MML doing editing till 10+ i guess thursday. dreaded COM 255 tut, plus more editing.. friday. submission of BJ news clip. n start editing for COM206. i'm loving my week in every single way. |
| Shan ♥ 12:50 PM |
| Tuesday, October 09, 2007 |
well. last sat chermaine n i went down to nathaniel tan (project superstar 2 male finalist)'s house to get an exclusive interview with him! well, stay tune to the sph web portal.. u'll be able to view the video on it soon enough, i hope. haha. anyway, i decided not to s/u my org comm in the end. i thought i might have better usage for it next sem coz may be clearing my science GERPs.. hmm... yea, i shall have faith in myself. actually im taking a really huge risk on this, considering that i dun noe any % of my grades. i'm hoping that i wun do too badly for all the essays? yea, a little bit about my medical condition. i have a lump under my chin.. which has been around for about er.. 5 days? the swelling is er.. going down really slowly. doc says im supposed to return tml for another check by him before he decides whether it needs to have further tests run on it. well, im seriously hoping that there's nothing wrong with it. sigh. and of late.. i've been feeling abit down. been thinking alot. maybe a bit too much. paranoid. getting demanding. getting upset over little little things. sensed the impatience. sensed the weariness. work work work. Topics revolved around work. =( nothing much interesting has been happening these few weeks actually. i only know exams will be here in no time. maybe it's time to stop thinking about irrelevant stuff n start study... post exam plans. i wan to go away for a few days at the end of year.. to bali or to phuket.. anything. but i dun wan to stay in singapore.. |
| Shan ♥ 8:44 PM |
| Tuesday, October 02, 2007 |
2 people made me upset this evening. sometimes when u're feeling down, u start to question yourself of your abilities. you judge yourself. you dislike yourself for being so incompetent. sometimes, i really wonder if i have the makings of being a gl.. or am i just trying very hard to be someone that i am not. but someone told me that it's not about how much hard work you put in, it's about the group dynamics itself. i agree... but i cant help but think as a gl, i did have a part to play in building the group dynamics. since it's evidently not there, the fault lies with me too... sigh. feeling abit bu gan xin right now. |
| Shan ♥ 9:53 PM |
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