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Tuesday, April 29, 2008
not exactly in the best of mood.

tuition canceled.

received a sms.

received a grade.

BLAHHHHHHH!!!!!

i think i didn't put in effort in this semester at all, especially in my studies. that oso include maintaining relationships. i think i just didnt put in enough effort. =(

i already know i wun do well this semester for my exams. it's like u just know it once u step out of the exam hall. i can already name two subjects that im nowhere near an A. i am not even hoping for an A. in fact, a B+ would be very very good already. that's how low my expectations are. i took 5 modules this sem, one which i s/u. so only 4 grades are counted for GPA. n out of these 4, 2 are cui. the other two, not expecting fantastic grade either. so... what happens at the end of the day? me dropping out of 2nd upper. =(

that's really the worst case scenario. i really really really hope it's not that bad. or even if that's a fact, i dun want to face the music, YET.

=(

this is a really unhappy post.
Shan ♥ 9:50 PM
Thursday, April 24, 2008
i think i should update about this...

EXAMS ARE OVER!!!!!!!

ok nothing much to be happy about. since i haven went out since the end of exams except to tuition. reason being... i have this hugeeeee mouth ulcer on my gums, which is really causing me alot of pain. i went to the dentist. then the dentist told me that cos i've been sick recently den some germs might have taken this opportunity to infect my gums. well done.

now i've been prescribed some anti-biotic to fight this infection. n it's causing part of my neck to swell up. according to mr howard wen, he says it might be a lymph nodes that's swelling up. cos it's producing antibodies to prevent the bacteria from entering my gums. uh huhh.. i dunno how accurate that is. i hope it's nothing serious.

so now, i have to wait for the swelling to go down before i can go back to the dentist to get my teeth check. urgh. i totally hate dentist. got childhood phobia. RAHHHHHHHH!!! what happened to my happy holidays?
Shan ♥ 5:58 PM
Saturday, April 19, 2008
i thought i might take a while to update my blog..

i'm slightly more than half way through my exams.. 3 papers down. 2 more to go.

Media in America was ok, i guess. wun do too badly i hope. but biology in popular media, the module that i enjoyed the most this sem, stunned me. well. although it's only 50 MCQs.. but i think it was quite tricky.. i came out of the exam hall, feeling quite insecure. cos it's 100% assessment based on exams. it's either i score or i screw it. unfortunately, i think the chances of the latter is higherrr... i shall be evil and hope that everybody does badly.. hahaha.

pub design was pretty alrights. me taking half a day to familiarize myself and bookmarking the notes was kinda worth it. cos i knew where to look for stuff in the notes without wasting too much time. hah. n i finished the paper on the dot! haha adrenaline rush. i didnt do that well for all the assignments.. so, i just hope i get a decent grade.

malay up next. i s/u it. so it's kinda not my worries now. but still gotta do some revision no matter wad. genre is the MOST worrying. with no past year papers to refer to (cos we are the first batch of students taking this module), i feel quite insecure. like... u dunno what to expect. n i dun feel good about this module, right from the start. hai.

anyway, exams aside. nybt c division got into national finals! wow. it's like... WOW! haha. that was our dream about many years ago but we never got to fulfill it. how i wish i could go down to support them.. but i have exams!! >.<

i kinda miss those cheering days. it always make me feel very belonged to the school, to be yelling ur lungs out for ur fellow school mates. i hope my juniors do well and bring glory to nanyang and our coach! no matter whether they win or lose, i am already very proud of them. GO NYBT! =)
Shan ♥ 12:47 PM
Tuesday, April 15, 2008
and.... tomorrow is my first paper for exams.

what am i doing here? actually i have no answer to that. haha.

maybe to get away from the mundane studying. i haven stepped out of my house in 4 days. YES, i'm getting a bit crazy looking at all my notes. i know im not studying hard, enough. argh. im rambling...

random thing i discovered.

it makes a difference to type www.blogger.com as compared to blogger.com in the url bar. the latter is severely laggy.

ok. thats totally random.
Shan ♥ 5:37 PM
Monday, April 07, 2008
i am not finishing my genre assignment cos nikki refuses to reply my email! or did my email even get to her? i have no idea. i sent her the email last fri! and i realized that she doesnt check her emails on weekends. so yea. im still waiting for a reply.. =(

meanwhile, some really outdated photos..

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cake cutting "ceremony" for the march babies of 6R gang, missing yixue! i accidentally cut kailing's face off! haha. n i apologize for the venue. it was all yixue's fault. cos all of us stays in jurong n he stays in cck. so he wanted to go to a place which is far for all of us. -.- which explains why we are at bukit timah food centre. lol.. proper celebration after our exams!

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and finally the trio whose bday falls on 15, 25 and 27 march respectively. :) im the last one to turn 21 in the gang! hahaa. so young n innocent.

and 30/3/2008 was esther and clarence's wedding!

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pretty esther in her wedding gown.

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at the wedding dinner. pardon the image quality.. i was only equipped with my handphone. haha.

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prawn heart? haha. random things we do.

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and of course, i have to end this post with a photo of us! hahaa. =) =)
Shan ♥ 12:15 PM
Thursday, April 03, 2008
sometimes i just dunno what to blog anymore. lots of thoughts running through my mind after reading a string of emails but yet i just cant put them down in words.

maybe... im just tired.

maybe.
Shan ♥ 10:48 AM
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