Time really flies when u're busy.. it's 3 weeks into school and he has been away for more than a month now. im coping alright so far.. except when watching lovey dovey couples walking past me. den negative emotions are triggered. but i am cool. i just look away. HAHA.
Sch's been not very fantastic so far.. with more assignments looming. this semester is going to be a super packed one, with me taking 6 modules. hmm, the last time i did 6 modules for a semester, i didnt do too great. oh wells, lets hope that history doesnt repeat itself.
yesterday i stayed in sch till 8+pm to do frames with weiliang for my freshies. this time round, we really put in a lot of effort and $$$ into the frames.. despite the fact that our freshies are disappearing one by one. ok, i sounded sore. I AM SORE ACTUALLY. cos its like they were one of the more promising groups during camp.. n post camp, they're just not committed. sigh. i cant expect too much from them, can i? everybody's different. comparing them with my own group when i was a freshie is unfair. cos every yr the culture changes. but i do see the sports club culture declining as the year goes by.. i haven decided if i wanna go back for another year. on one hand, i dun wan to see the camp go downhill.. on the other hand, maybe i need a break?
hai, wad should i do? |